No… I Wasn’t Ready


I didn’t want to do it. I never thought I could do it. Not even in my wildest dreams would I ever think I would be chosen to do it. Yet here I am, everyday pushing to get it done, and just because I do it doesn’t mean it’s easy.  It gets easier with each time I do it, so I simply get it done. Every time it’s time for me to do it I never know HOW I’m going to do it though I get it done.

And with every opportunity I get to do it, I almost don’t want to.

Aaand, here I am…  Blogging.
How are you diamonds and gems doing?
When you wake up in the morning what is it that you feel destined to do? Most days you feel like NOT doing it, right? However, the worst feeling is when you actually DON’T do it.

I undoubtedly have a very full plate, but I cannot use that as an excuse. I have been through a lot in life, and I learned that excuses are all lies.

Why is it that you go through all you have been through? Why did you have all the heartaches and pains? The crying nights and worrisome days? I believe that it is because you are meant for something great but not only that, you are responsible for paving the way for the next young lady or man so that they too can pay it forward.

I have been blogging for awhile, and oftentimes it goes unnoticed and unacknowledged, or so I thought. The other day I received a 10 page letter telling me how my efforts did not go without merit and how it affected these people. It made me feel good to know that in my own little way I am helping someone.

So the next time you feel like not doing what you know it is you are sent here to do, remember its not about you its about US as a whole.



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